tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60528680694559018592012-02-02T04:47:47.348-05:00Vermillion:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vermilion. This blog comes, like its title, out of a complex mix - a mix of my like and obsession with different things. I entertain ideas like atheism, sex, science, music, and i could go on forever. Beware, though, since like the pigment some of these ideas are toxic.vermillionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12970359825073312971noreply@blogger.comBlogger1631100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052868069455901859.post-4636142809186237962012-02-01T19:57:00.000-05:002012-02-01T19:57:42.764-05:00

I posted this on Facebook a few days ago. I'm starting a movement. The reason I'm a vegetarian now is because I am advocating non-violence. Also I am under the impression that the world sees black people as savages and are afraid that if allowed to prosper we would seek dominance. This is also a movement to demonstrate that we are gentle people. If you want to join I will give recipes of what I

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It turns out that sexual preferences can be programmed. You can change them. Mainstream media knows this and uses it to their advantage. Society has defined the standard of beauty and everyone follows along. All anyone has to do to break the curse is to get lots of images or restrict oneself to media that features the desired images and after a while you no longer have the same attraction to

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Now this is what I'm talking about. I hate that it has taken so long but finally natural hair, especially dreadlocks, have made their way into sexual media. I'm sick to death of weaves and just plain bald-headedness in black porn and other sexual media. This picture was taken by Kenneth Perdomo. He is a part of the LoCs 'N' Dreads group on Facebook and uploads high quality pictures quite often.

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Thursday night I was having a really hard time going to sleep because I was frustrated. I had a hold on my account preventing me from sending transcripts to graduate schools. Despite being told how to remove the hold I was unsuccessful at doing so. I ended up driving to GSU yesterday but that is a different story. Out of my frustration came a revelation. I have previously said here that slavery

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So I successfully made some collard greens that taste good without meat. The ingredients are: half bag of Collard Greens half can of mushrooms 1 stalk of celery 1 clove of garlic 1 small yellow onion 1 tablespoon ground mustard 1 can of pimento peppers 1 tablespoon of celery seed 3/4 tablespoon of paprika Canola Oil 1 1/2 cups of vegetable broth Coat the bottom of a large pot with canola oil.

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So I've decided to give up meat as a form of advocating non-violence. I haven't had meat in a week and three days. Its going well especially since I can cook pretty well. About four days in I noticed something. If you've been reading you know that I had to have surgery on my left knee in March 2010 and that my right knee was in just as bad shape. How about my knees don't hurt anymore! I decided

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Yesterday before I went to bed I was stressing over racism. I logged into my GoSolar account to request an official transcript to be sent as a part of my graduate school application. It just so happened that an overpayment issue that was resolved last year was put as a hold on my account and thus preventing me from obtaining my transcript. I knew I would have to overcome a lot of hurdles to get

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I just published the following note to facebook: I realize that this may not get any responses but I am going to write it anyway. I'm too eager to stop being seen as a negative thing in society. Also, I've formed some suspicions that if expressed here explicitly or acted on seriously could land me in a psychiatric hospital. What inspires this note is this past week at work. If any of my

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Literally, the vigor is gone. I sold my old car to the junk man today.

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In my last post I revealed my suspicions about the possibility of mind reading and it being used against minorities, specifically blacks. I also talked about a possible second slavery. I doubt it would be like the first and if mind reading and, more frightening, mind control is going on I think it is already taking place. Of course, I've thought about the details of this but will not disclose

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I really hate how naive I have been in the past but I'm waking up slowly. Back when I took the General GRE I didn't score all that well. I scored above average but not as good as I expected. I brushed it off because I figured that it was because I didn't really prepare. I'm scheduled to take it again this upcoming weekend and I'm preparing. I took a practice test and scored right around where I

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My whole life I've only wanted one of two things and thought that if I got lucky and worked hard enough I'd get them both. At first I wanted to be an Olympic sprinter. This was a dream of mine from childhood. My other dream was to be a scientist. This dream too was formed early in childhood. Neither of them were formed firmly and I had no idea what the journey would be like. I've been denied both

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So I've posted sporadically on here about an attempt of mine to write a paper. My goal is to derive what are called selection and breakage functions for different types of attrition machines. The end result is to hopefully be able to predict without initial grinding data the resulting particle size distribution for any type of mill. Anyway the solution to the problem is extrememly more difficult

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I wonder if there has ever been a case of slavery like that of African Americans. In other words, has there ever been another case where people from another continent came and took native people from their homeland and made them their slaves? Was there a reason for the enslavement? Was it simply convenient? Why did they choose Africa? Were there other people who were not capable of defending

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I've just gotten into Mos Def. I got his first solo album from a former roomate. It took me a while to just sit down and listen to it but now that I have I'm glad. It's really good. Take for example the second song from the album. Its titled Hip Hop. Here are the lyrics. http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/mosdef/hiphop.html It like most of the album is introducing me to black musical heritage and

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Well I've been on OkCupid for a while. The closest black girl that interests me enough to try and date is in North Carolina. That's ridiculous. So few of them are atheist or agnostic. There aren't many white girls who are atheist in the area either. They tend to be at least 60 miles away. Some of them won't even message me back. I wonder how much of that has to do with race. Recently my eyes have

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So I'm going to get tested again. I'm excited. Why you ask. Its because I'm doing it for a girl. Basically, I've scheduled a booty call from a girl I met online and we've been laying the sex talk on thick. Also, we have some common tastes in music and it seems like we have similar temperaments. We've established that we don't want anything really serious right now. She has agreed to get tested as

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So the girl I last wrote about is not pregnant! That is such good news. However, I'm waiting on another girl to have her next period. Geez I really need to find sex partners who will abort in case of accidental pregnancy or start back stocking my wallet with condoms. The new girl isn't so new at all. Its the same girl I lost my virginity to. These past times were a lot better than the time I lost

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So I'm back on OkCupid and have been for about two months or so now. I just message all the girls in the area and see what I get. Some respond some don't. There are even ones on there who just want sex. Time to make it happen ;)! A lot of the girls are way to far away for me to drive but I visit their profiles anyway just to look at the pictures lol. Man I'm terrible. I've changed so much. I

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So right now I just want something strictly sexual. Both parties should understand this and not desire more. This is difficult to find. Also, I wish one day I would meet a woman who is as straight-forward as I am. I have gotten to the point where I don't beat around the bush at all. I get straight to the point. I've found that hinting at things is not my thing. I once asked my female co-worker if

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I don't know if I can be in another relationship. I have a female co-worker and we talk a lot about sex and relationships. Her current relationship isn't going so well right now. In fact, it reminds me of my last relationship. The big problem for her is that she is not getting enough attention. This was more or less why my last relationship ended. Its a very difficult thing to pay these kinds of

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People Suck! In all of my dealings with people I have only found with the exception of a very few that people are petty, selfish, malicious, and untrustworthy. First of all people lie and bullshit all the time. I think people like to lie and be lied to and to bullshit for nost of the day. I don't trust anyone or believe anything anyone says because people are hardly serious about what they say

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I got my copy of Paying for it: A Guide by Sex Workers for Their Clients on Monday of last week. I finished reading it last night. It was really good and I'll promise, like Christina does in the introduction, to any reader that something will be learned. I found the section on prostitutes most entertaining and surprisingly I didn't enjoy the section on strippers as much as I thought I would.

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Since I've gotten my 1960s edition of Halliday and Resnick I've started from the beginning. There is a question in the set of questions in the first chapter that reads as follows:" According to operational philosophy, if we cannot prescribe a feasible operation for determining a physical quantity, the quantity is undetectable by physical means and should be given up as having no physical reality.

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Anyone reading my blog should know that I read Jen McCreight's blog Blag Hag. Well today I read her blog entry where she reviews the research on the G-Spot. I really enjoyed it. Go read it. I've heard all kinds of things, mostly annoying, about the G-Spot. It turns out that the research isn't so great but at least a good idea about why will be gained after reading the entry.

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So yeah right before I left for work today I said that I had just ordered Greta Christina's book. Well, I'm excited about getting it and will probably read it in a day or so. Anything about sex doesn't stay unread around me long .... well except a Cosmo magazine. Let me rephrase that. I'll read anything about sex that seems legitimate. One of my ex-girlfriends used to read Cosmo a lot and at

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So I just ordered this I'm really excited to get it. More on this later.

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So I have been invited back to the Georgia Teaching Fellows. It will all happen so fast. The summer training program begins on May 31. If I don't get into grad school I can't complain since the job I currently work at and have to be at in an hour and a half sucks! I really do hope I get into graduate school though. In fact I have some very good physics news. I found the 1960 edition of Halliday

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Since I last blogged I have started payment on a car, been to an interview, and informed of even more foul race relations in the area where I live. Most importantly is the story involving the race relations. The Americus Sumter County area has a small local newspaper that deals mainly with issues in the black community called The AmericUSumter OBSERVER. The May 2011 print has as its front story

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The following is a test to see if I can post mathematical equations to my blog.

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So I was on the way to work today and this was on the radio Now this is music. Its explosively creative.

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Unless I'm mistaken there are only 13 African Americans who have ever won a Nobel Prize. Of the 13, 4 are in categories other than the Peace Prize and only one in a Science related category -- Sir William Arthur Lewis for economics. For some reason the links on my blog are not showing up. Sir William Arthur Lewis' name is the link. Wow! That is shocking! Well I guess all the more reason for me

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So I came across the feature in blogger(waaaaaaaaaaaay too late mind you) that I can create pages. I've always wanted to do this but didn't know that it was a feature of blogger. I thought I would have to finagle the system with some HTML tricks that I don't know but now I can spend some of the free time I should use to do physics to design blog pages lol. Cool!

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I haven't done anything all weekend. I call myself going through General Relativity but I laid in my bed and watched Deathnote all the way through. Laying in bed all day is uncomfortable. I ordered some Moleskine Cahier Notebooks. I should have either ordered them larger or ordered some reporter style notebooks. The ones I got are small and I could have made them. Oh well.

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I've been getting anxious more and more lately about grad school. I come home everyday and check my email hoping for some reply from the grad schools I applied to. I've already received one reply from the University of Miami. They rejected me. As I said before my interest in going there was mostly because it is so close to miami. The fact that I haven't gotten any replies back from the other

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So I have this supervisor at work who insists on jerking me around. Its been going on for months now and I've been smart enough to make his efforts to make me look bad futile. He especially hates it when I have down time and decide to do problems from A Short Course in General Relativity by Foster. In the past when he decided he would try and waste my time I confronted him directly and quickly

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Jeez! I really need something else to blog about lol. This time though I realized that during my recent frequents to Pink Pony there was a stripper there who is in porn. It didn't dawn on me all those times I was in the club but wow thats really her. She works there on weekends and presumably does porn whenever. I never knew her stripper name but her porn name is Jada Stevens. There was a scene

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Today Nicole Davis posted a link to a poem on facebook today. It made me notice Again but this time more vividly that I am alone. I quickly clicked my profile and looked through my friends. There is not one person on there that is or could be a real friend of mine without some major difficulties. Of course most emphasis was put on the religious differences between me and my facebook friends but

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So I did not realize this before but ..... well I did but was really numb to the reality. I know people in porn. The summer of 2010 I lived with a classmate of mine and I met a lot of people who do porn. Its mostly softcore and fetish stuff but I know people who get naked on camera and make money doing it. Its kind of weird. I also met a girl who met this woman.

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I've started A Short Course in General Relativity by Foster but I'm stuck in the first chapter. The first chapter deals with tensors and they are kicking my ass. There's nothing like teaching yourself something that forces you to understand it and see what your limits are. In addition, it is easy to trick yourself into thinking that you understand something and then realize you don't when you try

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So I took my degree to work. It ruined a few people's days lol. I know they didn't believe me but now they see me completely differently. After how bad they treated me. D'aah well. The MUCH better news is that my friend, Nicole Davis, qualified to compete at the USA Indoor Track and Field Indoor Championships. She's in heat three with Carmelita Jeter!!!! I've always had a little crush on Nicole.

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University of Miami's faculty all graduated from distinguished universities. What I don't understand is that they are ranked behind UCF and GSU. Actually they are ranked behind all of my other picks.

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So today I had a really bad day at work and I could be getting fired within the next week or so. The people at my job suck. I mean I understand that to them I seem weird because I hardly talk and I'm not really chummy with them but that's just how I am. I only recently was able to make 'friends' meaning ones I could hang out with on a regular basis so you can imagine that I'm not to quick to be

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You know I've always either been completely unmoved by black history month or repulsed by it. I get tired of hearing about the struggle and feeling like I have to point fingers at the white man. I feel like sure all of that was bad but it happened it over lets get over it. So instead of picking up one of the myriad books about who the black race has been screwed over by whites I picked one up on

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So I received an email from FSU yesterday saying my application was incomplete. They need a transcript from GSW(the local college) when I attended before I transferred to GSU. So I went today to pay for transcripts and as i was hastily filling out the paper work thinking of how tedious it was it dawned on me. I was attending this very small town university only 6 years ago and now I'm having them

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You know I was thinking about all of the things I've set out to do and I've come to the conclusion that I should update about things I've done and not what I plan to do since resolutions can be quite empty. So I will say what I've done from entry to entry. With that said I went to the library yesterday and nearly made it through Rotational Dynamics I in Halliday and Resnick. I struggled through

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So I've been at my mom's for a while now waiting for a response from the grad schools I applied to. An addition to the list is SUNY at Albany. I'm super excited about that school because I'm particularly interested in working with a certain professor there and its in New York. I want to get out of the south. I don't mind that I haven't been the best student and that I could end up NOT in grad

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So along with my my quest to polish my skills in mathematics and physics I have been reading James Gleick's Genius and in it I have been fortunate enough to be made further aware of Richard Feynman's genius and in conjunction a lot of the left over mysteries of physics BESIDES the problems in particle physics. One of these is triboluminescence. Triboluminescence is the emission of light by

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    So my graduate school applications are done. I applied to FSU, UCF, UMiami, and of course GSU as a measure of security. In the meantime I'm anxious, frustrated and ambitious. I feel cheated and being honest I've cheated myself as well. I'm currently reading James Gleick's Genius and have been inspired to push harder to refine and expand my physics and mathematical knowledge and skill.     So

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So In all of my struggle to do well on the physics GRE I've amplified my passion for physics. I've decided that the blog needs more focus. As of now the background you see is the new background. It needs a little work I know but I'm getting there. Its a piece of cardboard I scribbled on at work for days at a time - solving physics problems and deriving very familiar formulae, most notably the

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So Daniel Troppy just informed me that thrifting is 'green'. More incentive to go to the thrift store. I never thought of it that way.

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So I was watching Kung Fu Hustle last night and there was a part in there where they were playing one of my favorite classical pieces and at first I was like hey I know this song. It took me a while to figure it out but then it popped into my head. It was Zigeunerweisen by Sarasate. I have the version by Jascha Heifetz saved on a youtube playlist of mine. Its a good piece. Kung Fu Hustle is soooo

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So I went to strokers last night with a homeboy. Strokers is an alright strip club. It never fails though. Everytime I go to a party, a strip club, or any night life social event I get stuck on one girl the whole night. This time it was a light skinned girl they call tokyo. She looked like she was mixed with japanese, hence tokyo. Another thing is the prettiest strippers are never the best

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So yeah I'm a guy who shops at thrift stores now. Its pretty cool. I put together this outfit for less than $20 excluding the hat. By the way this was for a birthday part held at a club and i left the hat in my car after one of my female friends suggested that I didn't need it. Oh and yes the WHOLE outfit: the shirt, the vest, the jeans, and the shoes all for less than $20. There's good stuff at

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So I come from Americus, GA roughly and when I was in high school I played football. Football season, music wise, was all about Pastor Troy. I hated it then because I thought all of my teammates were lame for being so rambunctious but now.............. Well I did like some of the songs but I just hated that everybody was into it so exclusively. There was no individuality but this IS CRUNK MUSIC.

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I wonder why I avoid people. Everytime I see someone I know I avoid them if I think that they haven't seen me yet. If they've noticed me then I'll say something or wave. I do it all the time but it became so vivid this morning when I saw a former classmate at the marta station this morning and I hid. The opposite happened yesterday where I was there first and she noticed me and stopped to talk.

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Boy I'm trippin' haaaaaaaaaaaaaard! LOL!

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Oh yeah i forgot. Last night I made a really good pan sauce. I was cuttin' the fool. I love to make pan sauces. Its like the best part of a meal and they're so easy to make. I had rice with celery and red-skinned potatoes it it, a talapia filet seasoned with thyme, garlic salt, and seasoned salt. And last but not least a pinto bean mushroom sauce. It was sooooo goooood. Tonight it will be a black

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So as I keep going through this process of preparing for the physics gre i keep coming across, every once in a while, power I didn't know I had. Today for example I was doing a problem that involved the DeBroglie wavelength relation - lambda equals h over p - and when it came time to plug numbers in, Planck's constant flew out of my pen! It scared me. I last memorized that two years ago and

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So I got an email today from a former student of mine. She wanted to know if I was teaching this semester because she wanted to sign up for my lab. WOW! I must be a good teacher. It made me think back about all my other classes. It never really dawned on me but all of them kept telling me how good of a teacher I am and that they want to have me teach them the other physics lab( depending on which

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So my studying so far has been rather grueling but I realize now that the only thing that I have to worry about is how good my brain is. That is, how quickly I can recall a piece of information, how much can I learn in a short amount of time, and one last thing which is if I can complete my study plan within the time allotted. So far I think I'm safe. Its funny the difference between me and some

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In my effort to prepare for the Physics GRE I am learning what it really means to call yourself a physicist. It means that you have a high level of skill and knowledge about physics. Sure this sounds obvious and seems comical for me to even say such a thing. However, if you really think about what that means it is by no means to be taken lightly. In one sense it means to be able to look at nearly

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Oh yeah I forgot to mention that I'm trying to learn guitar now. My roommate gave me her old guitar because I watched her dog for a week. Hers sounds much better though. She has a classical guitar or 'nylon string guitar'. It sounds so much softer and its so much easier to play. Its smaller and lighter. The one she gave me has metal strings so its much more difficult to play and it doesn't sound

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So I went to the library today and met a really cool old dude. I always see his stuff out on tables in the library. Its always a bunch of physics stuff and I always wonder who it is. I used to always think it was a graduate student in the physics department and I would never see this person. I would just be walking by and see a stack of physics books that I would like to be reading about topics

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I'd just like to go on a rant about how people treat each other. People have a knack for criticizing or condemning others for their behavior. Not necessarily just one action but as a part of that person's complete personality. Little do people realize that who you are is so out of your control. If you could be exactly who you wanted to be you would and the truth is I haven't met a single person

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So if you don't know already I am in love with Maurice Ravel's music. Just watch these three videos. The second movement of the Piano Concerto in G major is so so so so tender. It nearly brings me to tears. Such beautiful music. If I ever go to France I will be visiting his house!

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So that last post was a bit much. I guess I should read these things in their entirety before I publish them. Oh well. Man I didn't know I was so nasty. The weird thing is I wrote it yesterday and its freaking me out today! Bahahaha! That reminds me. I was like thirteen and I wrote this girl in my class a letter but I forgot it as I left the house that morning. My mom found it on the couch that

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I'm a pretty weird dude. I went to the library to check out some music. I always think people are watching me because you know the campus library has mostly classical music. So as I was picking out my very carefully made list of music I was thinking, " Man I grew up in one of the poorest cities in one of the poorest states in the U.S. and I'm quickly becoming a classical music buff!" That just

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Seen a lot of ass poppin' but that's new right there! So boy gyaaaaaaaaaaaaah dayum I saw this stripper named Sabrina. I ain't neva seen no shit like dat. I don't even classify her as a stripper no mo'. She a performer! I mean all strippers.... well most can ass clap and pop but this bitch was doing shit I can't even describe. Now when you go to a strip club its easy to see that most strippers

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Sooooooooooooooooooooo, I finally made it to a strip club. Its overrated. Don't get me wrong at first you go crazy because there are so many fine ass women on top of stages and everywhere else NAKED and dancing but after a while the shock wears off. The only reason I went was because the pornstar Katsuni was there. I took a picture with her. She's not terribly pretty, not ugly either, but I own

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So I've been thinking about making a blog titled Black Blog. It would entertain black issues. Lately I've been paying close attention to the dissonance in black and white lifestyles. The difference is HUGE for the most part. Even poor white folks are better off than the poorest black people but its pointless saying this. The thing is I just got back from the grocery store. I decided that I'd go

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You know this idea never really made much sense to me. We humans have a high propensity to view things in the world as dichotomies, not that I'm so sure that this particular case is one, but this case may very well be. I don't have much time to type here but hopefully I'll get back to it later today. I'm not an expert or anything, a philosopher, psychologist, or so on, and so what is said here

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So today in the lab was pretty bad. The research isn't very inspiring. The procedure is pretty standard, not that its staggeringly simple its just kind of annoying in my opinion. The procedures are messy and unfortunately job-like. So I have been struck with this ambition to at least not go to grad school here. Nearly all of the physics department works on semiconductor physics and the lab

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So I've been asleep for most of the day and when I woke up I decided I would go grocery shopping. I thought I'd make chicken chorizo stoup but wasn't up to it. However, when I got to Kroger and I started getting groceries I decided that I wanted some stoup. Its been soooooooooo long since I made it. I don't mind it though. Its one of those dishes that are splendid to have every now and then. The

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So I'm going to get a new mouse today. I'm going to immediately start using it to customize an image for this blog.

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Spit, Swallow, or Soufflé?

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So again today I come up against existentialism. Most of my life has been spent trying to escape myself, what I believed was a meager and pitiful existence. All the years of wallowing in the murky pond of my life, nearly drowning in it every instant while simultaneously seeing tree swings, floating debris, ropes that barely touch the surface hanging from places -- a way out but I can barely float

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I've been filling out job applications for about a week now and I absolutely detest those Unicru-type surveys. After the most recent online application I connected a few thoughts of mine. On the train home one day I was feeling really bad - drenched in the angst of living and feeling trapped in a certain kind of life - feeling my anguish with all of me which made me contemplate my life. I felt

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So far, working in this lab has been grueling. There's really not much going on. I mean I don't do much but the grad students and post-docs don't do much either. There's lots of sitting. Now, I'm sure my expectations were unreasonable and when I look back at what I expected there to be happening I can't see what I should've expected. I do know though that I don't want to do this kind of research.

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Is pedophilia a sexuality?You know this is quite insightful. I never thought about this idea. Its easy to entertain thoughts about homosexuality being biological but what about pedophilia? That's a very good question.

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So I was almost doomed to suffer at least the summer in Americus, Ga until a friend offered to let me stay with her until I found a stable place. I didn't even think I had friends like that. She's soooo cool. Well I'm not gonna keep talking--gushing over her and in the process telling all her business--about it but its cool. I was at the bus stop this morning and was thinking. I've done some

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Blag Hag: Making a biological child for gay couples#disqus_thread

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This is so cute. I wonder what the baby's experience is like. You know it'd be different than an adult's because I imagine a deaf adult naturally having some articulation associated with the feeling of being able to hear now but what about a baby who hasn't had much exposure to language? Cool! The best thing about this is the most recent comment on youtube, "Science it works bitches" I thought

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This event is giving me good vibrations Posted using ShareThis this is hilarious. Oh yeah, while we're on the topic of sex I watched the red violin again last night and I have to say that my favorite sequence of scenes is those that tell the story of Lord Frederick Pope. Sex while playing the violin now that's talent. Those were some hot scenes too. Victoria, his lover was quite capable of

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For the past few weeks I've been scrambling to find a job. I'm not really good for anything but being a physicist hahahaha. I mean I've worked in a warehouse and at a convenient store (pumping gas). I've even worked in a standard office environment but my job experience is so spead out and brief that not many people get excited about hiring me. And then, in a last effort with about 4 days left

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In the next few days I will be re-designing the look of my blog. I plan on it being quite snazzy so I'm excited. I don't know exactly what it'll look like just yet but ..... well you'll see.

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I heard this somewhere today or yesterday and it brought back memories:I forgot what I was gonna write or type. I think it was something about Sartre. Oh well.

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I read on Jen McCreight's blog it was pretty funny. I didn't believe it so I 'Googled' it and this is what I found on Wikipedia which was even more humorous. You should check out her blog its quite funny most of the time. Its also pretty cool but I'll let you check it our for yourself.Stuff I liked for reddit today:I just might go back and watch back to the future again.Don't you just love how

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So I've been checking out movies from the public library and the university library since classes ended and its been nice. I've watched a documentary on Robert Crumb, Ghost in the Shell, and The Red Violin so far, which I would've seen much earlier if Jenny wasn't so selfish. Yes I remember that one day when I was in her room at Vickey's and The Red Violin was on. I was interested and so wanted

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Male antelopes lie to increase their chances of having sexPosted using ShareThis

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So today I was late for rehab today and was scolded. My trainer said,"You will not progress with your rehab if you continue to show up late. If you're gonna waste my time then I'm gonna waste yours. If you keep coming in late I'll just have you bike and leave. If [so and so] can get up and catch the marta at 6:00am or whenever the hell it starts and be here by 7:00 then you can be here at 9. Leg

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The title makes me think of this:But what I'm really talking about is this woman I've been spending quite a bit of time with. She's the truth. Man I've never had a girl keep up with me EVER. She can keep up intellectually, emotionally, and I doubt not physically but she's 30 something. Man I can't do it. I just can't do it. I just don't feel right asking a 30 something year old out on a date. Its

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WHY IS THIS HAPPENING?I can't imagine just suddenly being killed for my ideas. This is ridiculous. Thank goodness I live in America, which only reduces the chances that something like this happens to me. I mean sheesh, we are way too immature as a species. How reasonable is it for someone to be aroused to anger levels so high as to want to kill another human being? Oh wait, or worse, how can

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GO HERE ITS COOLhttp://www.msf-usa.org/motion.htmlNOW THIS IS REALLY COOL. IT BASICALLY PROVES MATHEMATICALLY WHAT WE ALL KNEW ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS IN THE FIRST PLACE. It does make me wonder though, how emotionally dissimilar are me and Jenny? Oh well nevermind we are quite emotionally dissimilar. For some strange reason though it seems, to me at least that we are tending to be more like each

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I'm not going to rant about what inspired the title. I would just like to say that the world can be harsh and the people in it can be harsher. You have to be tough and straight-forward. Everyday demands that you get your ass up and exude you-ness to the fullest. You have to do the best you can EVERYDAY. This is easier said than done. I will try to get up everyday and do this. No Bullshit from

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I have a whole bunch of music to buy. There's nothing like good music. The 90s produced some good musicians in all genres. Today's music sucks. Its all party music. There's hardly any substance. I mean its all fun but you can't listen to that all the time.

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So I've been listenin to this nigga music for the past 3 days or so and I'm trying to figure out why I haven't been into this before. This dude is intensely creative. He's quite the lyricist I must say and his style is something you don't really come across. Ok I'm done. Oh wait check this out.Nope I'm not done I just figured out one of his lyrics. Where there is cheese there are ratswhere there

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